Perennial Meditations

Perennial Meditations

👁️ The Self, Shadow, and Sage

Know Thyself (Vol 2)

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Jun 13, 2025
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Dear fellow travelers,

A quick note: Thank you for participating in this new series—Know Thyself. If you missed volume one, read it here—The Philosophy of Desire. As always, if you have questions or thoughts, please feel free to share in the comments!

Be wise and be well.

The Fainting Fit by Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec (1894)

Never stop learning how to live!

👁️ Know Thyself

The “Know Thyself” series explores philosophy, theology, and psychology for insights on the art (and science) of self-awareness. Expect to learn perennial ideas and psychological concepts on human nature, along with philosophical lessons on the art of living.



The Self, Shadow, and Sage

Across wisdom traditions, the question “Who am I?” consistently arises. It’s called a perennial question for good reason. In Part II of the “Know Thyself” series, we will turn to Buddhist philosophy, Jungian psychology, and Western philosophy to better understand who we are (and how to live).

The question “Who am I?” is not merely a philosophical riddle—it’s a waypoint. These three ideas—Self, Shadow, and Sage—uncover essential insights into human nature and the art of living.

1. The Self (The Illusion)

At the core of Buddhist philosophy is a transformative and freeing understanding: the self, as we typically perceive it—solid, lasting, and independent—is an illusion. This teaching, referred to as anattā in Pāli or anātman in Sanskrit, is commonly translated as “no-self.”

Rather than simply being a doctrine of negation, it serves as a nuanced and compassionate critique of our attachment to identity and the suffering that ensues from it.

In the Samyutta Nikāya, the Buddha observes:

All form is not-self, all feeling is not-self, all perception is not-self, all volitional formations are not-self, all consciousness is not-self. When one sees this with wisdom, as it truly is, one becomes disenchanted, and through that disenchantment, liberated.

This insight suggests that there isn't a fixed “self”; instead, it is a dynamic process—an ever-changing amalgamation of thoughts, sensations, and feelings, interconnected and interdependent.

Buddhist mindfulness practices can help uncover this illusion by turning attention inward and observing the impermanence (anicca) of all phenomena. In doing so, we begin to see that the “I” is not a fixed entity but a story.

The late Zen master Thich Nhat Hanh offered a poetic insight into this reality:

When we look deeply at a flower, we see that it is made entirely of non-flower elements—sunshine, clouds, soil, and time. In the same way, a person is made of non-person elements. There is no separate self.

Hanh continues:

When you ask the question, ‘Who am I?’—if you have enough time and concentration—you may find some surprising answers. … You may see that you’re made of elements, like water, for example. If you remove the water from you, there’s no ‘you’ left. You’re made of earth. If you remove the element earth from you, there’s no ‘you’ left. You’re made of air. You need air desperately; without air, you cannot survive. So if you remove the element of air from you, there’s no ‘you’ left. … You’re not just the tiny body you normally may think of as ‘yourself.’

Why does any of this matter?

The philosopher (and previous podcast guest) Jay Garfield explains in Losing Ourselves that this is not simply an abstract metaphysical inquiry:

The self-illusion matters. It matters in part because it obscures our own identities from us, leading to a profound misunderstanding of who and what we are, and of the degree to which our own identities and existence are bound up with those of others.

The self-illusion is significant, as it creates a distorted moral perspective that breeds a natural inclination towards self-interest and egoism.

Garfield shares that when people are first introduced to the concept of selflessness, they often feel a bit uneasy. They tend to link it with the bleak idea that we don’t genuinely exist. This view really only makes sense if we believe that our existence is tied to being a self. But once we understand that the self is just an illusion, we can see that this interpretation doesn’t quite hold up.



2. The Shadow (The Unconscious)

When the illusion of a fixed “self” starts to fade, what emerges is not clarity, but rather complexity. Jungian psychology encourages us to explore this deeper realm. For Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung (1875—1961), the human psyche is not merely rational and conscious; it encompasses archetypes, instincts, and repressed aspects, collectively referred to as the unconscious.

Jung wrote in Aion:

The shadow is a moral problem that challenges the whole ego-personality, for no one can become conscious of the shadow without considerable moral effort. To become conscious of it involves recognizing the dark aspects of the personality as present and real.

Jung called this the essential condition for any real self-knowledge.

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